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Maeser, I miss you very much. I should not have gone to the volleyball banquet because i know realized how much i do miss you. I am Glad i went but at the same time I'm not. Why do you taunt me so? I really miss you and I've caught myself thinking about you a lot lately.

And i really don't know why.

I am happy at my new school. Aren't I?

I think i am.

And i make the decisions around here.

What did i just say.

(To those of you reading this right now please bear with me. Maybe something will come out of this.)

When people ask me if i am glad i changed or How my new school is.

I say yes i am glad i changed and Oh i love it its fantastic.

Do i really mean those things.

I don't really know.

I use to the first little while and i think i still do.

I mean i think I'm just realizing that i don't have what i use to have.

And a lot of things will and have changed.

Since i changed schools.

I just miss all of my friends, i mean they were amazing and always made me laugh and made my day better.

Just to see their smile.

Especially Lizzie's smile, because she always had one and i knew she would

Lizzie, if you are reading this.

I miss you so very much. And i kinda wish i could have just taken you with me.

I haven't had a real hug in a long time and i miss them.

Especially Lizzie hugs they were the best.

Lizzie, Lets hang out SOON.

I REALLY MISS YOU.

Now those who are reading this who aren't Lizzie if there are any of you.

I'm sorry you had to read that last part.

But hey she was one of my BESTEST friends and my sister wife.

Now I'm not trying to say that none of you are my friends but I'm pretty sure non of you are my sister wife's because i only had two.

To my point of this paragraph, sorry.

Okay well as you can probably tell today has been a rough day and i am so GLAD it is almost over.

Oh i cant even begin to tell you my day. 

I felt so sick this morning when i woke up but i decided that i had to just push thought the day.

So i made sure i LOVED what i wore today so i figured well i look cute you could never even tell that i didn't feel good.

Well it got to  me in second period i couldn't even focus in class,

i don't remember anything in first period, i didn't do my homework in first period and i always finish it in class.

Sickness finally caught up to me. I lost this battle i am ashamed. :\

Well, i guess i really should go to bed. I am sick after all and i am supposed to be doing homework.

ha ha oops.

I am very tired.

           REMEMBER LIFE'S A ROLLER COASTER. ALWAYS KEEP YOUR HEAD UP

Love you all.